HAPPY PRAWNING DAY!

Finally watch Harry Potter today at AMK Hub! Hee. It was not up to my expectations somehow la. Hee. The Professor Umbridge is veh funny! Hee.

Then went to Bottle Tree Park to prawn fishing! Its SO nice can the place! Goodness! We caught 3 prawns la. Only 1 big big prawn by me! :( Its damn fun la can! Hee. And I look so dumb with my actions there loh. SO cartoon. Keep laughing at myself cos I keep missing the target. And at the last few minutes, I caught the big prawn! Hee. Okay, that big prawn is successfully caught with the help of a monster!

PRAWNS!














YAY!

Okay. (:

Was seriously irritated by SOMEBODY! Humph! Initially was just bitching with Gerald as usual. Well, that's me! Then that stupid and idiotic somebody joined in the conversation and raise his voice at me! AYE! Was already not feeling good recently cos I am like stuck at home, cant go eat, cant eat nice food blah blah blah. And then he stepped on my nerve somehow! So piss.

Then called Junwei to bitch with him again. And updated him on some stuffs bah. Hmmm. Somethings look confusing. Be it on the surface, or deep within. Or is it that both of us are made of wood blocks? Haha. Lets see then.

I think I am going to be bored to death very soon. You know, its like you are going to be 'released' soon and the more you are dying to go out. This might be a good rest, but I am still bored.

Sometimes, you lifted me up from my low spirits and make me smile so happily just by looking at your msg. And sometimes, you drop me hard from a high building. What are you thinking exactly? Your inconsistency, contradictions. Aye. Or maybe I should not imply so much la. Haha. Whatever! I also dont know what I want exactly, neither do I know what you want. Going Shanghai real soon le. Maybe by the time when I am back, everything changes.

YAY! Few more days and I can get out of my house! Oh my goodness! Cant wait man. I am dying to take a bus, catch Harry Potter, meet my potatoes, see my sisters. Blah blah blah. SO MANY! Hee.

So sad eh, my hair like not curly already! Humph. Should I perm again before I go Shanghai? Or should not?

SO SIAN!

Hee, my girls came to visit me just now. Had dinner together. A simple gathering like this have loads of laughters and fun! Cos I know, with me, they will enjoy! WAHAHAHA. Love them loads!

you should know that boy i love you so.

I've been watching hours of tv today. Haha! Not sian at all! LOL.

I cant slp ytd night, so I went to watch LOTR from 2am plus to 430am lidat. Hee. Wake up and catch the 2 other parts. Then after that watch the new show I just rented. HAHA! Keep watching man!

Oh gosh, I still got many uncompleted stuff to do. So lazy! Going back school real soon! YAY. Come to think of it, I dont really miss the school work and stuffs la. I miss my potatoes! :(

Hee. The HR Manager from Shanghai CapitaLand called today. Chatted with him a little and he told us to expect quite a heavy workload. Well.... :( But I guess it will be a good chance for us to experience the reality of working life as an adult. JIAYOU!

(:

Was browsing through loads of photos in the past.

Astro Family. I miss ALL of you! Hee. Thought of all the funny things we did together! Like Robin and Partner playing spiderman game! And make me laugh till my jaws almost dropped! HAHAHA! and me asking my partner to calculate the pizza cost without telling how many people! OMG feel so dumb! HAHAHAHA. And many more la. It was indeed HELL loads of fun we had together. Hehe.

We are meeting up soooon! YAY. Wait till Robin's back a dinner to welcome him. And a farewell dinner for Evelyn and me. (:

Did some changes to my blog. Thought that the skin was quite nice though. (: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
One more week and I am done with chicken pox! Yes, there are like millions of things undone and I needa hurry and do it by Monday.
Alrighty, its getting late and I think I need to sleep. (:

DAY: 5

My pox are getting better I guess? HAHA. or poxes? LOL. A lil itchy la. But looking at em is irritating! LOL.

Alright, shall not complain so much though. Hee.

Okay, I shall thank Elvin in my blog today ah! Dont say I am not nice or whatever okay! BLEAH. Haha. Oh hell, yes, he saw my ugly face! HUMPH. He passed me a box of DVDs and VCDs to kill time. Thanks! And also a surprise bowl of fishball kuay teow. Cos I've been complaining say that I eat porridge everyday! HAHA! That is kinda thoughtful la. THANK YOU!

SIAN! Tmr awards day I cant go! AYE. And tmr initially can go prawning de loh. AYE. All the stupid chicken pox fault! Aye.

Hehe. Today is a VCD day. Have been watching shows from morning till just now only. Gosh. Hehehe. I am so excited for Shanghai! But a little sad too.

BYE! (:

Thanks everyone! I feel so so so loved when I receive msgs and tags from you guys! Thanks for the care and concern! I really do appreciate all of you. Thanks for giving me the energy to recover real fast okay! I am feeling happy and cheerful just because of ALL of you! LOVES! (: Alright, I think I am really mad. Yesterday I was just feeling so moody and down cos I gotta stay at home for so long and blah blah blah. But come to think of it, when I am 'release' I will really be so thankful that I have all of you around! Miss everyone of you SO SO SO much. Hahahaha! So I must really treasure the time I have in Singapore before leaving for Shanghai!

Oh yes! More or less confirmed that Evelyn and me are going to Shanghai for our OIAP. Looking very forward to it. Thanks Ms Chin for your advices. Thanks to Gerald and Junwei too! You guys encouraged me to go and even though I was being real fickle, thanks for being able to pull me out! And now, I am so so so excited about it. Although I know I will cry there, be sad and down, I know ALL of you are rooting for me in Singapore and waiting for a better Evern to come back! YAY! Miss me please! And and please answer my call when I am calling from there okay! Cos I might be crying and need your comfort. HAHAHA! SHANGHAI! HERE I COME! September I think. HAHAHAH! When Robin's back, we will go there!

Then I will be unable to celebrate a few birthdays already! My dearest qiqi bday and also xmas! The occasion that I love so much cos I can celebrate with my boys! But too bad, this time round unable to celebrate again. Last year I was in Korea, this year in Shanghai! LOL. Next year I PROMISE TO SPEND MY XMAS IN SINGAPORE! Hee. I think I am mad. Dont know why I am so high. HAHAHAHAHAHA. (:

Found Brenden's photo yesterday. So cute! I think I'll miss him too! (:

CHICKEN POX DAY 3

oh my god. i am really dying soon. one day, you guys will find me dead at home. because....
1. i am sick of eating porridge for lunch and dinner everyday and even though this is only the 3rd day.
2. i cant go out of the house!!
3. i cant eat almost everything,kill me please.
4. poxes are all around, so disgusting!

okay. enough of grumbles. haha!

decision is final, going OIAP. not sure of which country yet. hehe. miss me bah people! hehehe. im gonna miss everything here like MAD. and i mean really MAD. school, my girls, potatoes, eileen, elena, guides, work, my dearest family, tv, bed and many more la! hee. but good experience mar.

i need to thanks a number of people man.

thanks mummy for cooking porridge for me everyday even though im really sick of it. haha. sorry for throwing temper and stuffs la. really frustrated. thanks dad too!
thanks to my girls for wanting to visit me to give me moral support but i dont allow. haha.
thanks to my dearest qiqi for helping me to take stuffs from eve and also the care you given me!
thanks gerald for acc me talk on phone scare i sian and the gobi choco though i cant eat now.
thanks eve for helping me to think what else can i eat even though always ended up cant eat!
thanks potatoes for your care and concern!
thanks elvin for acc me talk late at night and your msg that ask me how am i all that. i appreciate that alot! and sorry for those xiao jie pi qi okay! hehe.
thanks fhm for your entertainment always!
thanks jeff for your chats too!
thanks da jie for your chats tooooo!

i hope i did not miss anyone yea. hahaha. so many to thanks! hehehehe.

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MC 14 DAYS TO ROT AT HOME

oh my god. what the hell happen to me? chicken pox! argh! i look so so so so ugly now. sigh! feeling so so moodless. aye. feel so like scratching those pox. omg. but i cant cos might leave scar. and aft eating medicine, i slept cos the medicine make me drowsy.

Eve just called. we can work together in Beijing together but its something to do with finance and accounting. its good that we can work together and stuffs but i want to work in service line. humph. what a tough decision now. and anyway, i have not make up my mind whether to go or not. sigh! i am being real fickle minded now. indecisive and cant make up my mind!

6 months overseas, without family and friends. okay lar, with eve. how how how?

whatever. i think i'll just go?

im gonna miss everyone like MAD i think, especially you.

Was having splitting headache the whole day today. And feeling so so cold when pots are not cold at all. I thought was just normal cos I am always like that.

Then went to AMK hub for movies. Not very pain by then already. Then till when I am reaching home its so so pain again.

Went home measure my temperature was 38.46 degrees. Omg.

But I am not feeling sick.

Cos

Of

You

(:

OIAP OR NOT?

sigh. somebody please tell me what to do. its like decided already then change and change and change! i wanna go for the experience and the kind of exposure i can get there and learn. but you see, its really stepping outta my whole comfort zone.

is like all the close ones are miles apart from you. friends and family are all very far! things are not that bad if i can get to go with eve. if different how? sigh. gotta really rely on myself. a challenge that really stretches my limit.

i understand, i really do understand how much you've put in and the hurt you've got from the past r/s. you can have all the time to recover. yes, i'll be there for you. lets jiayou together bah. (:

Someone please slap me and kill me cos i dont know what decision to make. I am so so so indecisive right now in this moment. So much to think about and so much to consider.

Bye.

I LOVE ELENA TAN QI XUAN!

met up with her. chatted with her loh. updated and stuffs. love her to bits man! hahahaha.

even though we super long never meet already, but whenever we meet, we still chat like nobody's business and still feel so close together! WEEEE (:

and the irritating elena refuse to take photo with me cos she's wearing specs! aye. nvm, there shall be a next time!

should i go OIAP for 6 months at Shanghai? or IAP? Sigh! tough decision man. feel like going but i gonna miss everything here like mad cow can! goodness! how how how?

I WANNA GO K! GO SING!

so vexed.

i am out of this game. bye bye.

I simply love my colleagues. Vita and Nancy. I think they rock man! LOL. Dont know go there is to work or play or laugh! HAHA. I love them to bits man! Hopefully will not get transferred or something. I want to work permanently there. Please Rebecca, you are the best executive! HAHA.

Talk cock-ed with Gerald just now. Idiotic sista I have! Keep laughing at my secondary school photo! Showed him when the group came my place for CNY. Idiot. Regretted showing them that. He laugh super loud. Okay its not funny but I still laugh with him. So dumb.

I am feeling super sleepy now. Chatted with friend till 2am. Goodness. So tired. I am such a nice person cos he ask me to entertain him. Anyhow! HAHA. Whatever.

FHM is getting fatter today! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

POOF!

Someone who lives in your heart - All 4 One

Last night I dream that you were beside me
It seems so real that I cried
When you've touched me
You’re my angel
And you've given me wings

And I fly away with you wherever you go
Cause you filled my heart and you captured my soul
And baby i want you to know

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

And I know there's a million stars between us
But that won't stop my longing
To hold you and to kiss you
How I love you

And I'll find my way to you wherever you are
Coz you're in my soul and you've got my heart
And your love will carry me on

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

Here in my arms,were you should be
Cause your love that makes me believe
That nothing or no one can tear us apart cause baby your in my heart

CHORUS:
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

Guides was fine today. (:

Took a nap when I am back then head to uncle's house for gathering dinner alone. Some little stuffs happen in between, but I dont wish to elaborate. So, I had a sumptuous dinner over there! And 2 bowls of this dessert with barley, ginko nuts and tau keee. I dont know the name of this la. Haha. Its super delicious can! I love that. Goodness!

Reach home. Then Elvin came pick me up for a spin. We were like thinking of a place to go cos we are like so aimless. LOL. Then we went to changi airport for Popeye. -.- Loitered around there for awhile then came back.

Its nice to have a spin outside when you're feeling bad or something. Rather than staying at home, staring at the walls. Thanks!

I dont know should I look forward or not.

Please give me a reason to believe, to keep faith, to wait.

I just hope everything stays now, nothing changes. Cos, I love my life now. ((: